Im so mad at myself

Well, I want to be mad at myself for the whole decade…….

Last night we arrived home at like 12 midnight I suppose. I unpack and all that and went to sleep at 2am. The appointment is at 9am. I thought to myself, I can still wake up, I promise. GUESS WHAT? I didn’t. :  ) I was looking forward to it but hm Im so stupid. My mom says theres going to be another appointment on the 17th with a different psychiatrist. Im not sure why but I kind of wanted this specific psychiatrist (the one today) cus mom says she specialises on teenage cases and I guess it’ll be better for me? probably?

Anyhow wish me luck for the one on the 17th. Hope I don’t cave in (is that the expression ? I hope so. God I’m just not sure of anything these days)

xx,

YZ.

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