If I havent told you sunflowers yet, I had to differ one semester since i was too depressed to go to the first one. Luckily i have a friend who had to differ too because she wanted to change courses so she had to make up one whole semester.
So my supposedly second semester is my first and right now its my semester break. It was one hell of a semester let me tell you. Skipping classes count : a week. Which is still bad because when i went back to classes i had quizzes and mid semester test and it was anxiety filling, nerve wrecking and scary. Not to mention finals, wow, it was an emotional rollercoaster for me. Stressed and panicked to the point of tears. But it all turned out fine i guess well im here now and its over. So all you need is patience and remember that you have to go through it no matter what.
Im just starting to get my license (you need to be 17 to get your license, where Im from). I went to the seminar and i knew immediately i didnt want to take the test because i was so scared of failing it and i dont know im just really scared. My parents didn’t understand it probably because they keep on persuading me to take the test which i know i dont want to. Its not like Ill finish all my driving lessons this semester break so whats the rush, right?
Next, I want to talk about my friends. I have longing for a sleepover with my best friend which we did do. It was fun. We messed around with Omegle which was hilarious and it made me happy for a couple of days. Then i wanted to meet up with my group of friends from highschool but only one person showed up so thats great right wow such loyal friends. But its not entirely their fault for not being able to come, they dont have their license yet and not many older siblings/parents are always free to drop them off. Talking about meeting people, I just feel like Im emotionally exhausted whenever I meet someone, so I only agree to meet up with a few people and not people who be like “hey lets go out today” um no, i have to emotionally prepare myself you cant just hit me up like that. Its hard dealing with socialising while im in this state.
I think that is all thank you for reading sunflowers
P/s: i changed my favourite flower to daisies now because i have a friend who loves sunflowers more than me and i dont want her to feel like im copying her.
xx
y.z.
Strength for me and you , 